dithering

Crystal Clear, yet still unclear. Almost like ice, But not as cold as winter frost Shards of glass do not suffice its not the glass thats been tampered with But whats withheld inside. Such strength and power, Such loneliness, But not a teardrop cried. No angry blizzard or raindrop But only a single flurry The unheard thoughts, or memories, Turn from lucid to fogged and blurry The non-existence tangible, The white winds whisper. Ive never seen such emptiness, Not a glacier ever crisper

The smell of vomit remaining on my chapped lips The taste of bile resides between my teeth Something has changed the way your blood drips Something has changed deep down and beneath Beneath your skin down where the moss grows Beneath your hollow eyes and sea of frost Bleeding from the piercing petals of the crimson rose Bleeding from the unique spirit you have lost You have evolved into the pathetic salty sea of tears You once hated that sea with all of your being You craved the comfort of being enthralled in your fears You now whimper sightlessly seeing As I remove the mucus from behind my teeth As I gently tongue around to see

looking unsatisfied i must squint like wind blown in my eyes misery's taste, just a hint chewing gum little spit bubbles inside jaws gone numb wont swallow my pride wont follow you just to spite this isnt new loving my plight frowning upon you like the dog shit you are i tried to fix you but i didnt get far                  this is like eternity The beginning of eternity The end of time and space The beginning of every end The end of every space